You know how ppl often say stick and stones may break my bones but words could never hurt me?

How many of us can actually follow that saying? Living life pretending to ignore or just accept the cruel words ppl say. Well hey, I've been doing it all my life but somehow...sometimes it works...sometimes it doesnt...and whenever it doesn't, I sometimes just wish I was dead...that way...maybe those ppl would be happier...I mean...maybe somehow when I'm gone, the world will truly be a happier place.

Rmb seeing TV dramas and than the girlfriend or the mom has to die before everyone understands each other and become best of friends and lead their happily ever after? Its so sad that someone has to die in order for true happiness to come forth. Maybe my life is like that...maybe I should just disappear...

My pet bird just died today...and the feeling sucks...too many fond memories...yet somehow life just goes on...i'm sure my pet bird isn't like those girls in the drama series. His absence is greatly felt by me...and I'm certainly not happier right now.

All that is left is now a quiet house...with no one singing the songs I once sung or the cheerful noise he makes each time we come home...

 

where ever  you are my friend..you are greatly missed.