With the projects over, the exams are coming. =.=

Been extremely tired the past few days. Kept dozing off and getting distracted by others. Whats been fun though was that the people in my class aren't really as studious and nerdy as you may think.

Some of them are actually extremely bored people who get kicks out of doing lame stuff. (me included ^^) Ppl like me simply love to take pics of random ppl and stuff or draw weird stuff on their homework. Here's a pic i drew during this week's PFP tut.

Walking on the Edge

I like to think thats its pretty cool and one of my best free hand sketches so far. Kinda saw this in a manga called "Fruits Basket" once where Rin drew a girl walking on a fence in her school uni. The city wasn't drawn intentionally though. I drew the city first before I got the idea to draw the girl walking. Coincidentally, it just joined together and the moon and love letter was another coincidental piece too.

Really Loving it ^^

I guess this piece was really all by accident. Each piece was all individually drawn and it just seems to collaborate so well. Maybe its cause in each of them, lies a piece of me. To me, the moon symbolises mystery and magic. I've always been so curious abt what this universe holds, it can't all be always in black and white.

The City meant freedom to me. A place where high life cosmopolitans live and clink glasses every night. The high life was what I've always dreamed of. The love letter was kinda of a stupid girly moment where I kinda was dreaming of sending a love letter to my prince charming and how he would reply and our love would be eternal and all that...(What! A girl can dream right ^^)

The girl is more of me currently. Somewhere just trying her best not to fall off her feet and land flat on the ground. Someone treading the lines with hopes that by following this path, she'll find an end somehwere that they lead to her to where she is suppose to go. I know it sounds weird that I'm just following a path I think I should follow but its just too difficult to know which path I'm suppose to take now. The city is simply my main goal now. How I achieve it? I'm not sure.

Thus in summary ^^(conclusion)

• Moon: My overall personality
• Letter: My secret love wishes
• City: My dreams
• Girl: My current situation

I swear I can be psychologist anytime soon. ^^

For some strange reason, I've been really depressed and lonely these few days. I guess I can't really stand knowing someone disapproves of my existance.
But I'm still grateful to those me though. Haha...funny people who makes me doubt my sanity at times and vice versa. Haha. Crème Brûlées seem to all I can think of when it comes to describing myself. A silly little girl trying to build a barrier but inside she's nothing but a mess. A soft squishy mess...a little sweet too^^ Lol.

Maybe one day when things are different, we could be the best of friends. I mean, ever imagine your worst enemy being your friend? Surely there is some good in that person. Nobody can be truly be that mean. Had situations been different, I'm sure that we will get along.

A dream but YOU know its possible ^^

My Little kitty at the left ^^....so adorable right! Literally jumped at me the moment I came home last night. She really missed me alot. Haha...Muacks!


Gaining favor in your eyes would be a lovely thought. But I know its not possible.

Finally found a new skin. Lol..tend to get bored easily. Hmm...this guy is actually quite a good singer well...except for the nasal sound and accent, but his words really hold alot of meaning. Plus he is super handsome to boot. Haha...

Been feeling really depressed since yesterday...not really sure why too. Just really worried inside. Maybe..its cause I'm feeling guilty. Lol...really wishing for the best though. But what's done and what's felt can't really be erased. Best is to just forget and let time erase the pain.

Avoiding the problem, as what I was raised to do. One day when I'm finally free, I'll fix all these problems. Believe me. I hate unfinished business.

Haha...well gtg le..take care ^^ Happy Chinese New Year

Lol..today my mom actually dorve me to school again. But this time it was around 10 plus. Haha...it kinda reminded me of my primary school days where I would sit in her car and she trying to beat the traffic lights to send me to school. Lol...pretty memories ^^

For the past 5 days, I've been eating nothing but Abalone. omg...there should be a limit to how much seafood/delicacies one should eat. But it eas kinda fun ^^ Got to play mahjong and actually master it for once. Muahahah...managed to win 7 more chopsticks thru out the whole game. 4 zhi mou! and 3 hu! Muahahahah!!!!

I really hope that my good luck will last this whole year and pray that this good weather will last T.T was so hot this morning.

Hee...now we're doing our comm skills report while I'm blogging here. haha...well i better get going ^^ Byebye!

Happy Niu YEAR!!!