Finally i have a new skin to show off le!! Its called SHE. kinda cute though..haha...been trying to make all my skins fit my windowns live writer.

Lol...for some strange reason, I've always preferred sunsets than sunrises.

Sunises for some reason makes me angry...maybe its cuz i got to get up and face the world once more. Life hasn't been on my side for a while now. It so troublesome when you are expected to be everywhere at the same time. Maybe thats why i prefer sunsets. Cuz it means that life has come to an end. And i can go home to rest.

I really wanna watch sunset with someone..T.T....just watching the sky turn to red than slowly into the night. Hiaz...its such a wondeful dream. Lol.

When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee.A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was.The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was.The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with an unanimous 'yes.'The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.'Now,' said the professor as the laughter subsided, 'I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life. The golf balls are the important things---God, your family, your children, your health, your friends and your favorite passions---and if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full.The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house and your car.The sand is everything else---the small stuff. 'If you put the sand into the jar first,' he continued, 'there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff you will never have room for the things that are important to you.'Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Play with your children. Spend time with you parents. Visit with grandparents. Take time to get medical checkups. Take your spouse out to dinner. Play another 18. There will always been time to clean the house and fix the disposal. Take care of the golf balls first---the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand.'One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented. The professor smiled. 'I'm glad you asked.It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend.'


Lol..Actually stole this story from an ex classmate of mine.haha...sorry T.T...just that its really makes sense. ^^

Whats important in your life right now?

Well once again I found abit of myself...haha...i learnt alot about myself in this school. Just yesterday, me, ele, aud and nad were running aroundd under the school trees attempting to catch flowers. Haha...me and elena managed to catch a few but Aud and Nad couldnt..T.T...poor girls...lol...but it was kinda embarrassing when the ppl kept making fun of us...=.=..nvm..as long as the element of fun is there, who cares? ^^ Hmm...We actually based our flower captures on the legend in Japan that if you can catch a Sakura flower in your hand, you are allowed to make a wish. Haha...hopefully our wishes can come true though..Haha

Hiaz...I just learnt today that I'm not a nerd. Haha..didnt want to study the whole day at all..we just sat at the stadium and chatted. Chatted till our cheeks hurt from laughing...carefree teen days huh...lol...well the MBS paper wasnt that bad...but i think i screwed up the SDLC part...haha..but no worries. I have other things i wanna do in life. I really wanna buy those DMK shoes at Isetan...hiaz...T.T...black wedges...i want you.

I just realised something funny. This blog isn't an actual dairy of an (almost) average teen but rather more of a thoughts journal ^^. (Whats that?) Haha...its just entries of random thoughts that go thru my head. Haha...I have so many thoughts in my head that sometimes if i don't write it out, it begins to hurt. This blog in a way acts as my thoughts reducer...hmmm...well i got to go now. Haha...Sorry if the things i mention today are so random..haha...Im always Random myself..haha. Byebye ^^

I really wonder which direction i should turn to from now on...

The ball is back in my hands once more
and i just threw it at the direction the world thinks i should go towards

My life..my dreams...my hopes...who knows what could happen?

Fear is all there is now

Fear of failure...fear of the truth and reality...

I really wonder what can i do now...

Why did i give in?

Finally a blog i can call home ^^